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2009-07-03

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I love going to church!

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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it's raining now

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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Weekend update

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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I can't say that I'm surprized

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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b/c it is long overdue and I refuse to update with any actual info as I have nothing new to share

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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aravis128 @ 2007-04-27T13:01:00

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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aravis128 @ 2007-04-27T13:19:00

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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My first week in my first apartment

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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Recent happenings

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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Grab the nearest book...

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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more recently

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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aravis128 @ 2007-07-31T12:00:00

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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6 months

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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aravis128 @ 2007-08-27T15:46:00

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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I'm going to see Sweeney Todd

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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Meeting the family

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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FYI: internet use at work

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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quickie update

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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an update, please excuse the length

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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still alive

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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Goat's rant

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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Happy Birthday to Me!

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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a day at the zoo

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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Productivity and travel

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:04 -0700

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An outing

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:15:02 -0700

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damn...

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 22:16:12 -0800

I was pegged.
that is right.
uck.
guck.
and everything that rhymes with it. lol kyle<333
omg whitney you need to forward htat text from adrian btw =] that was hilarious
dance rocks socks
except for the whole on broadway shit....
b prepared for our rockin debate tomomroow.

kk
night
random eh?
<3 kayla
that cwazy kid

btw im plannin gtr n waterloo karaoke nshit im me...

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damn...

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:16:12 -0800

I was pegged.
that is right.
uck.
guck.
and everything that rhymes with it. lol kyle<333
omg whitney you need to forward htat text from adrian btw =] that was hilarious
dance rocks socks
except for the whole on broadway shit....
b prepared for our rockin debate tomomroow.

kk
night
random eh?
<3 kayla
that cwazy kid

btw im plannin gtr n waterloo karaoke nshit im me...

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Untitled

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 09:15:22 -0800

Ya okay.

So I sorta haven't paid attention to this exact blog, especially in the midst of everything going on.
Someone brought to my attention the problem with these and how these little "vents" we have can cause problems that explode.

Anyways
Life has been shitty.
Yet so good.
Meh.
Tomoroow Im going to Carly's. Yup. Today is superbowl. GO STEERLERS. Im going to Elaine and Rob's. I dunno if Im staying overnight or what is happening. I think like 80 people will be there. So I don't know how jam packed it will be.

Anyways, dad is in cali with Anthony<333 and umm mom is sick. Im sick but definatly not half as sick as my mom. I mean I will get better n' shit.

Robotics is going okay I guess. We are like so close to being done but we just sorta ran into some problems.

Anyways, Im sure I can handle everything. I mean I have had a few breakdowns but at this point in time who wouldn't have.

Dance is going umm amazing. Thats right umm amazing.
Ive been sick but Im still okay to dance.

Whitney Carly and Stephanie always seem to brighten my day and I dont know what I would do without them.

Whitney has my chromosomes!!! roflmao. No sex chromosomes. ahaha
Best times ever. End of story.

OOOOh and
Chynna Whitney and Me are going to wonderland like everyday this summer.
We are gunna rock the fuck outta that place. We so are going back on the teacups.

Julia C and Kylie thought whitney was the most burzurk person ever.

Well
life is shitty, but it still seems to have its ups. Mostly at dance though.

So maybe Ill write later.
<3
Kayla
With tears in my eyes.....(from laughing so hard that is lol <3 yous whit)


P.s - so call my cell today if you wanna do something tomroow morning or maybe even come to hte superbowl partyy.

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Untitled

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 08:15:22 -0800

Ya okay.

So I sorta haven't paid attention to this exact blog, especially in the midst of everything going on.
Someone brought to my attention the problem with these and how these little "vents" we have can cause problems that explode.

Anyways
Life has been shitty.
Yet so good.
Meh.
Tomoroow Im going to Carly's. Yup. Today is superbowl. GO STEERLERS. Im going to Elaine and Rob's. I dunno if Im staying overnight or what is happening. I think like 80 people will be there. So I don't know how jam packed it will be.

Anyways, dad is in cali with Anthony<333 and umm mom is sick. Im sick but definatly not half as sick as my mom. I mean I will get better n' shit.

Robotics is going okay I guess. We are like so close to being done but we just sorta ran into some problems.

Anyways, Im sure I can handle everything. I mean I have had a few breakdowns but at this point in time who wouldn't have.

Dance is going umm amazing. Thats right umm amazing.
Ive been sick but Im still okay to dance.

Whitney Carly and Stephanie always seem to brighten my day and I dont know what I would do without them.

Whitney has my chromosomes!!! roflmao. No sex chromosomes. ahaha
Best times ever. End of story.

OOOOh and
Chynna Whitney and Me are going to wonderland like everyday this summer.
We are gunna rock the fuck outta that place. We so are going back on the teacups.

Julia C and Kylie thought whitney was the most burzurk person ever.

Well
life is shitty, but it still seems to have its ups. Mostly at dance though.

So maybe Ill write later.
<3
Kayla
With tears in my eyes.....(from laughing so hard that is lol <3 yous whit)


P.s - so call my cell today if you wanna do something tomroow morning or maybe even come to hte superbowl partyy.

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Havent updated in awhile... important update actually worth reading....

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 20:41:31 -0800

damn its been a crazy time.....

Well a few things to go through, and I need too get all these out:
Christines party
Alli's sweet 16
stupid human tricks
snow sports
THE TOILET
mayfield
desicions desicions
art
school grades
dance
christmas/holidays
friends.....


Okay so first on the list, chris' party. That was a night of a lifetime and I had so much fun. Oh the thigns we did, the hot tub then teh flips in the snow. Truth or dare, grenadine, sugar, gifts, Jack Astors(and not having to take hte tab), friends and greatest of all our spirit. We had soooo much fun together dollz. I <3 the pics too! That night went by crazy quick and honestly I dont remember all of it.

Next up Allisons sweet sixteen, it was at dance but it was totally awesome. We canceled ballet and brought in a bunch of stuff. I have it all on video, we played stupid human tricks did a bunch of random stuff. Honestly you would think we were all drunk. We were so hyper, when we were doing like random lifts that were like funky I got dropped a bunch of times I am so bruised but whatever it was so awesome. I tink it was my favourite class.

Stupid human tricks, katie I <3 you lmao but I <3 my turkey? It is so the new official call now. the stuff we did was crazy, but meagan you so didnt do the model thing and Im upset.

I cant wait for skiing snowboarding and like snowmobiling in the "cow suits" haha Ill get some cow suit pics up later. I <3 winter dont you? Just as soon as I can get out of this house, honestly christmas is going to suck ass this year and I hate it I dont want to live here anymore.

Now the toilet- that was so funny I finally make it to senior balle and we dont have to be mature I hope we didnt break it lmao like 8 of us all standing on it then we heard water dripping I was like "come on carly you can hold it" and she was like "I am holdin it" and then carli was like Im scared and laura started screaming lmao so we jumped off and realised we broke it lmao jumped under the benches haha......

I still want to go to mayfield but of course it has dance in it so the answer is no. Okay they are an arts high school but they have a famous reputation for academics and that is so not fair for me to not e able to choose schools.

Now these desicions are private but honestly if I am being a bitch then just relax Im mad at a lot of people but if there is no reason for me to be mad at you and I snap then chillax Im fine.

Oh my flippin gawd Im going to freak out in new york trip I so can totally not believe I made it. Totally freakin amazin!

School is an ass that is all I can say my GPA is dropping like hte temp in the day after tomorow... shit this sucks

dance is going okay but Ive just been especially happy when Im there.

Christmas is going to suck but tonight is CHRISTMIKAH yeah OC!!!

Whit you are a great friend same with carly, steffi, carli, steph um ash katie alli meagan laura and yeah but okay what the hell is wrong with some of you lately- you are always around me and usually you like totally love me. Im sorry but you cant just all the suddeen snap. You come back to me and still want to be friends I say back off you hurt me once I wont let it happen again.

<3 kayla
Ill be around the halls n stuff
just talk to me....

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Havent updated in awhile... important update actually worth reading....

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 19:41:31 -0800

damn its been a crazy time.....

Well a few things to go through, and I need too get all these out:
Christines party
Alli's sweet 16
stupid human tricks
snow sports
THE TOILET
mayfield
desicions desicions
art
school grades
dance
christmas/holidays
friends.....


Okay so first on the list, chris' party. That was a night of a lifetime and I had so much fun. Oh the thigns we did, the hot tub then teh flips in the snow. Truth or dare, grenadine, sugar, gifts, Jack Astors(and not having to take hte tab), friends and greatest of all our spirit. We had soooo much fun together dollz. I <3 the pics too! That night went by crazy quick and honestly I dont remember all of it.

Next up Allisons sweet sixteen, it was at dance but it was totally awesome. We canceled ballet and brought in a bunch of stuff. I have it all on video, we played stupid human tricks did a bunch of random stuff. Honestly you would think we were all drunk. We were so hyper, when we were doing like random lifts that were like funky I got dropped a bunch of times I am so bruised but whatever it was so awesome. I tink it was my favourite class.

Stupid human tricks, katie I <3 you lmao but I <3 my turkey? It is so the new official call now. the stuff we did was crazy, but meagan you so didnt do the model thing and Im upset.

I cant wait for skiing snowboarding and like snowmobiling in the "cow suits" haha Ill get some cow suit pics up later. I <3 winter dont you? Just as soon as I can get out of this house, honestly christmas is going to suck ass this year and I hate it I dont want to live here anymore.

Now the toilet- that was so funny I finally make it to senior balle and we dont have to be mature I hope we didnt break it lmao like 8 of us all standing on it then we heard water dripping I was like "come on carly you can hold it" and she was like "I am holdin it" and then carli was like Im scared and laura started screaming lmao so we jumped off and realised we broke it lmao jumped under the benches haha......

I still want to go to mayfield but of course it has dance in it so the answer is no. Okay they are an arts high school but they have a famous reputation for academics and that is so not fair for me to not e able to choose schools.

Now these desicions are private but honestly if I am being a bitch then just relax Im mad at a lot of people but if there is no reason for me to be mad at you and I snap then chillax Im fine.

Oh my flippin gawd Im going to freak out in new york trip I so can totally not believe I made it. Totally freakin amazin!

School is an ass that is all I can say my GPA is dropping like hte temp in the day after tomorow... shit this sucks

dance is going okay but Ive just been especially happy when Im there.

Christmas is going to suck but tonight is CHRISTMIKAH yeah OC!!!

Whit you are a great friend same with carly, steffi, carli, steph um ash katie alli meagan laura and yeah but okay what the hell is wrong with some of you lately- you are always around me and usually you like totally love me. Im sorry but you cant just all the suddeen snap. You come back to me and still want to be friends I say back off you hurt me once I wont let it happen again.

<3 kayla
Ill be around the halls n stuff
just talk to me....

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Livin like never before...

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 08:48:46 -0800

It is getting so close to christmas and this is when everything will hopefully kick back into place.....
I should have my old me back rested and cleaned up before the end of Winter Break. I am so excited because we are doing a very personal Secret Santa with the 8 of us. We will start on December 1st then we will get together one day and all open our gifts, and do everything in the christmas spirit. I have even already started my service to the community, and today there is another fundraiser we are holding, it shall turn out well. My friend sent me something the other day- it was a transcribed(or however you say) version of the Livin IIt Up song by Limp Bizkit. I couldnt play it on the piana because Im not very good at sight reading or anything but it looked interesting. I really love these lyrics and I cannot wait to start singing this song. I hope it will sound good!

here are some of the lyrics and I<3 them:
"Cause it's so easy to tell a lie,
And it's so easy, to run and hide.
But it's not easy to be alive,
So don't waste my time!"

" Drama makes the world go around.
Does anybody got the problem with that?
My business, is my bussiness, who'se guilty?
Can I get a witness?"

"This world is like a cage,
And I don't think it's fair,
And I don't even think,
That anybody cares..
the hole grown inside of me,
And it'll leave a scar, can anybody see?
That we got to get it out.
We got to get it out. "

There is a shout back verse to it- it would sound sort cool with either a choir or a backup singer! I love being able to be totally creative with stuff like this, it always turns out good when you have a good crew. I once tried with another choir to do another song and they werent the best- I was a little bit upset because it was horrible in my opinion. I will stick with choirs that are tryout choirs and not open to the public. Ive been having so much fun in drama lately too- haha prime oppurtunity lol jessica! We have been going crazy ass nuts in there and its all the better- like I mean the other night comment coming out hte wazoo just really random lol oneka had some funny ones "BIRD POOP?!?!?!" then like 20 minutes later we are watching a scene and all you hear from oneka really loud "ya flippin got married without me and now your making pie!!" It was really funny- fairly enjoyable I wish I didn't ever have to come home that I could just stay at the studio at school and on stage, its where I want to be- why not? I dont appreciate this house anymore if anything I want to go away get not even talk to anyone in my family. I am so tired of drama in my life- Ill take it to the stage nad leave it there it will not intrude into my personal life. I am totally excited for christmas and all- but I also have dance break and its going to suck having to be home almost 24/7!!! I am going to keel over and die if it gets bad. Im just not happy with my home life and Id much rather be around my friends and doing something I love.

"he is out there; somewhere someone will be here and I will find them"

Well Im out- Im gunna go play kite ;) luv ya chris *mwah*
-Kayla
-lubbin and dubbin it-*lub dub lub dub* <-- its so lubby dubby :p
-lets roll-

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Livin like never before...

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 07:48:46 -0800

It is getting so close to christmas and this is when everything will hopefully kick back into place.....
I should have my old me back rested and cleaned up before the end of Winter Break. I am so excited because we are doing a very personal Secret Santa with the 8 of us. We will start on December 1st then we will get together one day and all open our gifts, and do everything in the christmas spirit. I have even already started my service to the community, and today there is another fundraiser we are holding, it shall turn out well. My friend sent me something the other day- it was a transcribed(or however you say) version of the Livin IIt Up song by Limp Bizkit. I couldnt play it on the piana because Im not very good at sight reading or anything but it looked interesting. I really love these lyrics and I cannot wait to start singing this song. I hope it will sound good!

here are some of the lyrics and I<3 them:
"Cause it's so easy to tell a lie,
And it's so easy, to run and hide.
But it's not easy to be alive,
So don't waste my time!"

" Drama makes the world go around.
Does anybody got the problem with that?
My business, is my bussiness, who'se guilty?
Can I get a witness?"

"This world is like a cage,
And I don't think it's fair,
And I don't even think,
That anybody cares..
the hole grown inside of me,
And it'll leave a scar, can anybody see?
That we got to get it out.
We got to get it out. "

There is a shout back verse to it- it would sound sort cool with either a choir or a backup singer! I love being able to be totally creative with stuff like this, it always turns out good when you have a good crew. I once tried with another choir to do another song and they werent the best- I was a little bit upset because it was horrible in my opinion. I will stick with choirs that are tryout choirs and not open to the public. Ive been having so much fun in drama lately too- haha prime oppurtunity lol jessica! We have been going crazy ass nuts in there and its all the better- like I mean the other night comment coming out hte wazoo just really random lol oneka had some funny ones "BIRD POOP?!?!?!" then like 20 minutes later we are watching a scene and all you hear from oneka really loud "ya flippin got married without me and now your making pie!!" It was really funny- fairly enjoyable I wish I didn't ever have to come home that I could just stay at the studio at school and on stage, its where I want to be- why not? I dont appreciate this house anymore if anything I want to go away get not even talk to anyone in my family. I am so tired of drama in my life- Ill take it to the stage nad leave it there it will not intrude into my personal life. I am totally excited for christmas and all- but I also have dance break and its going to suck having to be home almost 24/7!!! I am going to keel over and die if it gets bad. Im just not happy with my home life and Id much rather be around my friends and doing something I love.

"he is out there; somewhere someone will be here and I will find them"

Well Im out- Im gunna go play kite ;) luv ya chris *mwah*
-Kayla
-lubbin and dubbin it-*lub dub lub dub* <-- its so lubby dubby :p
-lets roll-

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Mon, 14 Nov 2005 07:44:33 -0800

I was bored, Ive been doing well lately I dont have school today so I can just chillaz and have fun instead of having to face things I dont want to face!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Kayla M.
Birthday:	June 15 1993
Birthplace:	Oakville Hospital
Current Location:	Mississauaga CANADA
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5 "2"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	both
Your Heritage:	italian scottish
The Shoes You Wore Today:	flip flops
Your Weakness:	guilt
Your Fears:	heights and doctors
Your Perfect Pizza:	cheese tomato onion pepper olives sausage
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	passing the tenth grade and getting dance scholarships
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	yes there is no school today
Your Best Physical Feature:	collar bone/ neck
Your Bedtime:	11:00
Your Most Missed Memory:	being with papa and lois
Pepsi or Coke:	diet coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	mc donalds
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	yes
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yes.. sorta I dunno what you would call it haha
Do you want to go to College:	yes
Do you want to get Married:	yes someday
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	not really
Are you a Health Freak:	yes
Do you get along with your Parents:	no
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes... I think.....no maybe I dunno
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no ew- oreos are so bad for you and have loads of cal too
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no.. haha jennies
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:
Ever been called a Tease:	no is what Im sayin
Ever been Beaten up:	not really
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	quick painless and all my goodbyes said very dramatic
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	engineer is just there cause I cant make up my mind
What country would you most like to Visit:
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	brown
Favourite Hair Color:	brown
Short or Long Hair:	long
Height:	5 "2"
Weight:	105 and going down....
Best Clothing Style:	punk/gothic look
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none lol I wont even take regular stuff in teh first place
Number of CDs I own:	240+
Number of Piercings:	2 I want my belly button pierced though
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	too many to count

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Untitled

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 06:44:33 -0800

I was bored, Ive been doing well lately I dont have school today so I can just chillaz and have fun instead of having to face things I dont want to face!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Kayla M.
Birthday:	June 15 1993
Birthplace:	Oakville Hospital
Current Location:	Mississauaga CANADA
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5 "2"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	both
Your Heritage:	italian scottish
The Shoes You Wore Today:	flip flops
Your Weakness:	guilt
Your Fears:	heights and doctors
Your Perfect Pizza:	cheese tomato onion pepper olives sausage
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	passing the tenth grade and getting dance scholarships
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	yes there is no school today
Your Best Physical Feature:	collar bone/ neck
Your Bedtime:	11:00
Your Most Missed Memory:	being with papa and lois
Pepsi or Coke:	diet coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	mc donalds
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	yes
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yes.. sorta I dunno what you would call it haha
Do you want to go to College:	yes
Do you want to get Married:	yes someday
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	not really
Are you a Health Freak:	yes
Do you get along with your Parents:	no
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes... I think.....no maybe I dunno
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no ew- oreos are so bad for you and have loads of cal too
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no.. haha jennies
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:
Ever been called a Tease:	no is what Im sayin
Ever been Beaten up:	not really
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	quick painless and all my goodbyes said very dramatic
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	engineer is just there cause I cant make up my mind
What country would you most like to Visit:
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	brown
Favourite Hair Color:	brown
Short or Long Hair:	long
Height:	5 "2"
Weight:	105 and going down....
Best Clothing Style:	punk/gothic look
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none lol I wont even take regular stuff in teh first place
Number of CDs I own:	240+
Number of Piercings:	2 I want my belly button pierced though
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	too many to count

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Just another entry......

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 08:29:11 -0800

Lastnight someone tried extra hard to make me really upset before I went to dinner, but of course she ended up being there it totally ticked me off but it was fine. I left after about a half hour and it was pretty quite and you could cut the tension I wasn't prepared to even look at her. So I got up and said goodbye to everyone but her thanked them for inviting me and I went and brought a few people with me. This is when it got funny, I get in the front seat of the car, and my friend is driving it was sorta quiet then of course p1 starts whisteling, I was like "omg no more whisteling christmas stuff" she looks over and purposely starts whisteling as loud as she can. I turned the speakers on and pressed a button, she has the sirius radio thing and has like 30 saved channels so I just chose a button. It was a great song but everyone in the back is all into it now and they are booing. So we are all pushing buttons at different times changing it back and forth(there is a little controller in hte back). I was singing at the top of my lungs while they are hitting buttons we are all screaming and dancin. So we got to my friends house
she just adopted a schnoodle(schnauser- poodle) its the CUTEST THING EVER. It was only a few pounds maybe 2 or 3 but there is nothing there she is like a purse pooch at the moment. I helped name it, she was pretty sure by the end she was going to call it Brie, I was excited. I then made some seasons cookies, first batch of the year about 26 of them took me an hour and a half about. The cookies passed in about 20 seconds haha through only 6 people. We went home but the car ride home was more just talking about dinner but it was still pretty funny.

I swear if I go back to school and Im in even more trouble from them I will be shed to tears because this is not happening, I didnt do anything worth punishment and it is brutal. School used to be more fun without all this stupid drama. I dont need this crap from anyone and I shouldnt have to take it. I realise its a hard world but honestly, I cannot go on being put down by people. My friends are almost always standing there beside me but it only helps so much. I had people who I thought they cared but you know what the didnt give a flying @#$% about me.

I am so a person for attention but I dont strive for attention online, so give it up people I may be totally upset but this is how I am right now do not go saying that I am doing this for attention because whether you are here or not I am really unhappy at times. I want my place to be a good one and not be known as that little bratty attention whore(excuse teh language). I am happy at a lot of times, you just dont see it and Im not ass perky as I used to be I dont know what is wrong but leave me alone until I figure out what to do. People also do not I repeat do not think I want to stay this way! Someone made a comment hte other day and was like "you are so b****y lately and god you are so like dark and upset looking whats with teh dark clothes and makeup". I dont know if people have just realised but umm I wear a lot of black and wear a lot of dark makeup. I do have a llot of bright clothes that I do wear a lot but Im not wearing black clothing cause Im upset, I just do.

Ill have to see what hapens on monday- I swear Im just going to choose another school next year- screw this ambassador advanced thing its crap anyways. I dont want to be in high school anymore Im not wanting this type of stuff happening now and this entry is damn straight serious. This drama along with teh work load is mania! I realise I have the least of problems but lemme get on task then The real Kayla will stand up!

-names were asked to be taken out for who knows what reason I guess cause of the dinner part....

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Just another entry......

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 07:29:11 -0800

Lastnight someone tried extra hard to make me really upset before I went to dinner, but of course she ended up being there it totally ticked me off but it was fine. I left after about a half hour and it was pretty quite and you could cut the tension I wasn't prepared to even look at her. So I got up and said goodbye to everyone but her thanked them for inviting me and I went and brought a few people with me. This is when it got funny, I get in the front seat of the car, and my friend is driving it was sorta quiet then of course p1 starts whisteling, I was like "omg no more whisteling christmas stuff" she looks over and purposely starts whisteling as loud as she can. I turned the speakers on and pressed a button, she has the sirius radio thing and has like 30 saved channels so I just chose a button. It was a great song but everyone in the back is all into it now and they are booing. So we are all pushing buttons at different times changing it back and forth(there is a little controller in hte back). I was singing at the top of my lungs while they are hitting buttons we are all screaming and dancin. So we got to my friends house
she just adopted a schnoodle(schnauser- poodle) its the CUTEST THING EVER. It was only a few pounds maybe 2 or 3 but there is nothing there she is like a purse pooch at the moment. I helped name it, she was pretty sure by the end she was going to call it Brie, I was excited. I then made some seasons cookies, first batch of the year about 26 of them took me an hour and a half about. The cookies passed in about 20 seconds haha through only 6 people. We went home but the car ride home was more just talking about dinner but it was still pretty funny.

I swear if I go back to school and Im in even more trouble from them I will be shed to tears because this is not happening, I didnt do anything worth punishment and it is brutal. School used to be more fun without all this stupid drama. I dont need this crap from anyone and I shouldnt have to take it. I realise its a hard world but honestly, I cannot go on being put down by people. My friends are almost always standing there beside me but it only helps so much. I had people who I thought they cared but you know what the didnt give a flying @#$% about me.

I am so a person for attention but I dont strive for attention online, so give it up people I may be totally upset but this is how I am right now do not go saying that I am doing this for attention because whether you are here or not I am really unhappy at times. I want my place to be a good one and not be known as that little bratty attention whore(excuse teh language). I am happy at a lot of times, you just dont see it and Im not ass perky as I used to be I dont know what is wrong but leave me alone until I figure out what to do. People also do not I repeat do not think I want to stay this way! Someone made a comment hte other day and was like "you are so b****y lately and god you are so like dark and upset looking whats with teh dark clothes and makeup". I dont know if people have just realised but umm I wear a lot of black and wear a lot of dark makeup. I do have a llot of bright clothes that I do wear a lot but Im not wearing black clothing cause Im upset, I just do.

Ill have to see what hapens on monday- I swear Im just going to choose another school next year- screw this ambassador advanced thing its crap anyways. I dont want to be in high school anymore Im not wanting this type of stuff happening now and this entry is damn straight serious. This drama along with teh work load is mania! I realise I have the least of problems but lemme get on task then The real Kayla will stand up!

-names were asked to be taken out for who knows what reason I guess cause of the dinner part....

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This mornings howard stern.....

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 16:43:55 -0800

I dont know if anyone was listening this morning to Howard Stern on Jack FM for only 21 more days now, but it was pretty interesting. I love how he talks about politics in such a contreversial way. hehe pretty faces dont have to make sense. Also, he was making fun of the Europe MTV awards they were awesome, but there were parts that I didnt understand. Where that one random dude who was a "pretty faced dude" didnt make any sense "repeat after me WAR" "WAR" "PEACE" "PEACE" "POVERTY" "POVERTY" "CHARITY" "CHARITY" "George Bush" "BOOOOOOOOOOOO" hahahaha I didnt totally get it- it sorta confused me!

I love Maddona's new song.......

The governments need to make up their minds, healthcare pollicing poverty like omg they have so many people, yet they still cant get on task and please their people!!!!!
I understand its hard.... but still

I have to go to dance again tonight then I got this big function going on after......

suprise suprise with teh dance thing......

-kayla-
-future prima ballerina-(psh I wish)
-teh hyper hypo kid-

Have a great week/ LONG WEEKEND YEAH lol I wanna drive to chicago peeps... phone ya guys if ya know what Im talking bout!;)

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This mornings howard stern.....

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 15:43:55 -0800

I dont know if anyone was listening this morning to Howard Stern on Jack FM for only 21 more days now, but it was pretty interesting. I love how he talks about politics in such a contreversial way. hehe pretty faces dont have to make sense. Also, he was making fun of the Europe MTV awards they were awesome, but there were parts that I didnt understand. Where that one random dude who was a "pretty faced dude" didnt make any sense "repeat after me WAR" "WAR" "PEACE" "PEACE" "POVERTY" "POVERTY" "CHARITY" "CHARITY" "George Bush" "BOOOOOOOOOOOO" hahahaha I didnt totally get it- it sorta confused me!

I love Maddona's new song.......

The governments need to make up their minds, healthcare pollicing poverty like omg they have so many people, yet they still cant get on task and please their people!!!!!
I understand its hard.... but still

I have to go to dance again tonight then I got this big function going on after......

suprise suprise with teh dance thing......

-kayla-
-future prima ballerina-(psh I wish)
-teh hyper hypo kid-

Have a great week/ LONG WEEKEND YEAH lol I wanna drive to chicago peeps... phone ya guys if ya know what Im talking bout!;)

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my head is going to explode one way or another.....

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 16:30:56 -0800

krystyn if ur readin this go away haha luvs though mwah- jeez haha

so stressed I feel so bad for myself and some other people..... I did something I didnt think would be anything bad and it turned out bad...... Im sorry and you guys know I am I feel so guilty I dont want hate anymore I was hte good guy but somehow now Im the enemy....

onto another topic- omg I love maddonas new song its awesome.....
Ive been so into my music lately hehe it totally reflects me.....

well Im out for now I have a special suprise soon so watch out for the next blog...
-kayla-
-the hypa hypo kid-
-techy-

friends forever walking together through everything watching everyone helping everyone

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my head is going to explode one way or another.....

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 15:30:56 -0800

krystyn if ur readin this go away haha luvs though mwah- jeez haha

so stressed I feel so bad for myself and some other people..... I did something I didnt think would be anything bad and it turned out bad...... Im sorry and you guys know I am I feel so guilty I dont want hate anymore I was hte good guy but somehow now Im the enemy....

onto another topic- omg I love maddonas new song its awesome.....
Ive been so into my music lately hehe it totally reflects me.....

well Im out for now I have a special suprise soon so watch out for the next blog...
-kayla-
-the hypa hypo kid-
-techy-

friends forever walking together through everything watching everyone helping everyone

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stupid seminars.......

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 12:54:09 -0800

omg it was the most like retarded thing ever!!!!

I was so upset by the end and they wouldnt let anyone leave the room, it was about smoking adn the effects- and Im sorry but Ive gone through to much in real life to sit through their stupid ass movies. I wanted to like die by the end of it. It was so stupid like I was like omg do they not think of people before they have these things? anyways another problem that totally doesnt involve me but Im finally happpy and like everyone is pissed or just broke up. what is this breakup season? everyone is supposeed to be happy its almost bash for christmas and people are already pissed. This cant and wont happen now everyone will be happy haha...... Im so jealous yes of course chrissy prissy, haha jessica alba psh she isnt hot. Into teh Blue was the WORST horror movie ever.... :sigh: not even I was scared and that was nuts....

Im that crazy kid wanting more, I mean so much more
to have drop the zepher gimme love love love
come back to me I need you,
I want you,
you need me to be there you want me to be there
I need you to need me
I want you to want me
love me love me
be here when I need you
hold me hold me
grip me with thy warm hands
catch me catch me
be there to watch my back
feel me feel me
take our love to a new level
watch me watch me
Im fading find me hold me catch me dont let me go......

haha like love it or hate it
love me like me or hate me

it sucked but that is ok..... haha mmk
-that hyper kid
-kayla

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stupid seminars.......

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 11:54:09 -0800

omg it was the most like retarded thing ever!!!!

I was so upset by the end and they wouldnt let anyone leave the room, it was about smoking adn the effects- and Im sorry but Ive gone through to much in real life to sit through their stupid ass movies. I wanted to like die by the end of it. It was so stupid like I was like omg do they not think of people before they have these things? anyways another problem that totally doesnt involve me but Im finally happpy and like everyone is pissed or just broke up. what is this breakup season? everyone is supposeed to be happy its almost bash for christmas and people are already pissed. This cant and wont happen now everyone will be happy haha...... Im so jealous yes of course chrissy prissy, haha jessica alba psh she isnt hot. Into teh Blue was the WORST horror movie ever.... :sigh: not even I was scared and that was nuts....

Im that crazy kid wanting more, I mean so much more
to have drop the zepher gimme love love love
come back to me I need you,
I want you,
you need me to be there you want me to be there
I need you to need me
I want you to want me
love me love me
be here when I need you
hold me hold me
grip me with thy warm hands
catch me catch me
be there to watch my back
feel me feel me
take our love to a new level
watch me watch me
Im fading find me hold me catch me dont let me go......

haha like love it or hate it
love me like me or hate me

it sucked but that is ok..... haha mmk
-that hyper kid
-kayla

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I applaud openFIRST....

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 21:33:32 -0800

Tim, you have done a great job spicin up the webbie. It is so awesome now. I cannot wait to see the future of this website. Its so awesome. So pretty hehe it will be a useful insight now. Good job cannot wait for the future, and hope all goes well.

-that crazy kid
- wishin I was back in health and could be normal
-kayla-

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I applaud openFIRST....

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 20:33:32 -0800

Tim, you have done a great job spicin up the webbie. It is so awesome now. I cannot wait to see the future of this website. Its so awesome. So pretty hehe it will be a useful insight now. Good job cannot wait for the future, and hope all goes well.

-that crazy kid
- wishin I was back in health and could be normal
-kayla-

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take no offense...but this will be an interesting read for you readers.....(no fingers pointed)

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 22:27:09 -0800

Me and my ladylike self is sitting watching reba on the phone and reading a magazine. I got off of school this morning at ten. I came home for a few reasons, some Im not saying but one of them is I was really sick and tired. Was not a great desicion going to a party until 2 a.m on a monday night- oops. Anyways I am sorta bored had a weird dream the other night. I really want to go to the S.A.C coffe house(a dance/ cocktail party) but I dunno if Im allowed.

I cant wait to go back to school. I hate being reserved and with my friends I dont have to be. I was told "be a lady" "act your age young lady" "is that something a mature young lady would do?" "young ladies dont play sports" "young ladies are swans" like come on this is why therre is discrimination people. Can you be anymore narrow-minded? Hey I do admit I can be a prettty rude kid but telling me to act ladylike is not a way to solve anything. Just tell me straight forward PLEASE before you call me immature or young or ask me to be ladylike. Im not pointing fingers because sooooo many people do this to me. I have my moments and I wil apoligize. Im sorry for everything anything and all future things. CUt me slack and do not entrust my dipsotion online at all.

For a moment like that I waited a lifetime........
I dont want to grow up, its not something I want. It affects everything. Sometimes I hate this place my place this setting that I waas put in. Being twelve and sitting with kids 2-4 years older than me in a class. I sit there and, my friends I love them to death and stuff but a whole whack of them are older and it truly affects stuff. I mean I went to that dance I did whatever in the steps of my friends, but I was asked for my number or other things I was asked I said no. Honestly now once they all talk it is like, well how could I have been so stupid to do that? I mean you guys I know you are reading this. I dont expect affection from you guys about this, but I wish I could catch up to your age. I mean I love hanging out with you guys but when it gets to talking about deeper things its like, well I cant do that I have a line to draw and I dont think Im ready for some stuff. I wish.....

Just a bit more ranting.... OK so like psychiatrists think they know everything about people. I am sorry you cannot generalize about a lot of stuff. Im sorry but what they think is totally against what some of us think. For instance, and I found this somewhat hurtful to certain people. One of the doctors commented on same sex mariiage and said it was just a phase. I totally and utterly disagree it is a life choice that anyone can make and it is more than a matter of a phase. They also commented on teen depression I honestly chuckled listening to their reasoning. Get a grip people, we arent al the same you cant cure our problems with medicine or different treatment half the time. Phase my @$$ Im sorry but this is just getting stupider every minute!!!

mmmk now to talk about politics- I dont believe what has happened on this continent. Controversies are coming out of the wazzo everywhere so many scandals its unbelievable! I love following stuff like this but it is somehwat stupidity on our goverments half because half of this stuff could be prevented... I do have my opinion on politics and Im not just this bratty kid who thinks the world revolves around myself, I am conservative to the end! right wing I believe it is called... This government stuff is affeccting a whole load of stuff.....

I may be that immature kid, but hey- cant I talk politics without getting a weird look???

thats my rant for the day- maybe tommorow there will be a rave but Im pretty down right now so who knows

-kayla
-hypo hypa kid-
-techy
-distant hugs

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take no offense...but this will be an interesting read for you readers.....(no fingers pointed)

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 21:27:09 -0800

Me and my ladylike self is sitting watching reba on the phone and reading a magazine. I got off of school this morning at ten. I came home for a few reasons, some Im not saying but one of them is I was really sick and tired. Was not a great desicion going to a party until 2 a.m on a monday night- oops. Anyways I am sorta bored had a weird dream the other night. I really want to go to the S.A.C coffe house(a dance/ cocktail party) but I dunno if Im allowed.

I cant wait to go back to school. I hate being reserved and with my friends I dont have to be. I was told "be a lady" "act your age young lady" "is that something a mature young lady would do?" "young ladies dont play sports" "young ladies are swans" like come on this is why therre is discrimination people. Can you be anymore narrow-minded? Hey I do admit I can be a prettty rude kid but telling me to act ladylike is not a way to solve anything. Just tell me straight forward PLEASE before you call me immature or young or ask me to be ladylike. Im not pointing fingers because sooooo many people do this to me. I have my moments and I wil apoligize. Im sorry for everything anything and all future things. CUt me slack and do not entrust my dipsotion online at all.

For a moment like that I waited a lifetime........
I dont want to grow up, its not something I want. It affects everything. Sometimes I hate this place my place this setting that I waas put in. Being twelve and sitting with kids 2-4 years older than me in a class. I sit there and, my friends I love them to death and stuff but a whole whack of them are older and it truly affects stuff. I mean I went to that dance I did whatever in the steps of my friends, but I was asked for my number or other things I was asked I said no. Honestly now once they all talk it is like, well how could I have been so stupid to do that? I mean you guys I know you are reading this. I dont expect affection from you guys about this, but I wish I could catch up to your age. I mean I love hanging out with you guys but when it gets to talking about deeper things its like, well I cant do that I have a line to draw and I dont think Im ready for some stuff. I wish.....

Just a bit more ranting.... OK so like psychiatrists think they know everything about people. I am sorry you cannot generalize about a lot of stuff. Im sorry but what they think is totally against what some of us think. For instance, and I found this somewhat hurtful to certain people. One of the doctors commented on same sex mariiage and said it was just a phase. I totally and utterly disagree it is a life choice that anyone can make and it is more than a matter of a phase. They also commented on teen depression I honestly chuckled listening to their reasoning. Get a grip people, we arent al the same you cant cure our problems with medicine or different treatment half the time. Phase my @$$ Im sorry but this is just getting stupider every minute!!!

mmmk now to talk about politics- I dont believe what has happened on this continent. Controversies are coming out of the wazzo everywhere so many scandals its unbelievable! I love following stuff like this but it is somehwat stupidity on our goverments half because half of this stuff could be prevented... I do have my opinion on politics and Im not just this bratty kid who thinks the world revolves around myself, I am conservative to the end! right wing I believe it is called... This government stuff is affeccting a whole load of stuff.....

I may be that immature kid, but hey- cant I talk politics without getting a weird look???

thats my rant for the day- maybe tommorow there will be a rave but Im pretty down right now so who knows

-kayla
-hypo hypa kid-
-techy
-distant hugs

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halloween ooooooo scary haha woohoo

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 16:43:13 -0800

I am only here for about 15 minutes with nothing better to do- except hmwk but that is boring and Im with friends.....

Jennies Krystyn and nicole say hihi!!!!!

I am just going to walk over to jennies house to get prepped for trock or treating and I will be my lovely fairy self and loving the times that I have.....

OMG I love raury she says hi she gave me ribbon and a hug it matches my skirt.... woohoo I am so hyper
it was below good temp and I was like wearing flip flops shorts andsa tank just to be in spirit.....

ok so I am sooooooooooo excited about tonight woohoo and no one can stop me now....... yeah yeah w00t w00t foo sho Ill be livin like never before high on life....

HALLOWEE= PARRRRRRRRRRRRRTY TIME

lol
Happy Halloween from that crazy girl and all her friends..... hope u get loads of candy and I love you guys tonight is unpredictable never know what will be predicted...

luv ya doods
nerds unite haha
byeeeeeeeee

*hugs hugs*

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halloween ooooooo scary haha woohoo

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 15:43:13 -0800

I am only here for about 15 minutes with nothing better to do- except hmwk but that is boring and Im with friends.....

Jennies Krystyn and nicole say hihi!!!!!

I am just going to walk over to jennies house to get prepped for trock or treating and I will be my lovely fairy self and loving the times that I have.....

OMG I love raury she says hi she gave me ribbon and a hug it matches my skirt.... woohoo I am so hyper
it was below good temp and I was like wearing flip flops shorts andsa tank just to be in spirit.....

ok so I am sooooooooooo excited about tonight woohoo and no one can stop me now....... yeah yeah w00t w00t foo sho Ill be livin like never before high on life....

HALLOWEE= PARRRRRRRRRRRRRTY TIME

lol
Happy Halloween from that crazy girl and all her friends..... hope u get loads of candy and I love you guys tonight is unpredictable never know what will be predicted...

luv ya doods
nerds unite haha
byeeeeeeeee

*hugs hugs*

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w00t w00t party ova hea fo sho fo sho (btw today is official look like shit day)

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 09:33:11 -0800

Studying for tests n other stuff that it going on. I need to finish before eleven DST time. I am going over to jenn beans house for a mall and costume buying haha.... I need a break from doing this studying n hmwk I wish there were more people online. Watching some comedy, might stretch and do some excersice before I do hmwk.

I am watching a comedian that our robotics team listened to at meets. It was as amusing as t.v but we could focus on other thigns at the same time. So many good memories, if u watch any of our like videos u hear at least one of the jokes. That is why we all needed shyra, she was amazing with mechanical and organising and everything but she kept us on task and was one of the funniest people on this planet. I will miss the grads. This year is going to be uber awesome everything is on task like it unbelievable how much we have picked up....

Cannot wait for party and NO u cant stop me haha no one will stop me except the rents.....
haha games galore anyone??? it will be awesome I am even going trick or treating too until about nine.... it is going to be such a tiring and sick day tues...... Im going to have such a weird day on tuesday though it will be sorta weird wonder what my advisor will say......

I rock at blackjack haha suck at poker and pool...... I need to learn how to play better haha I was never really taught hehe but I wanna learn how to play properly and regular poker like non party nuts poker styles that Im not mentioning....

I dunno what to wear to the mall, what do I do with my hair? will that purse go? lately I have looked so yuky and I havent been matching properly I think I have lost my personal sense of style, I dont flow with the crowds I have my own style and it stands out but lately I have been drifting and it is uber weird for me......

-that diva-
-drama queen-
-techy-
-the hypa hypo kid-
-kayla-

haha to many names to please the friends jeez...... luv ya guys anyways dunno what Id do without u!!! <3<3

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w00t w00t party ova hea fo sho fo sho (btw today is official look like shit day)

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 08:33:11 -0800

Studying for tests n other stuff that it going on. I need to finish before eleven DST time. I am going over to jenn beans house for a mall and costume buying haha.... I need a break from doing this studying n hmwk I wish there were more people online. Watching some comedy, might stretch and do some excersice before I do hmwk.

I am watching a comedian that our robotics team listened to at meets. It was as amusing as t.v but we could focus on other thigns at the same time. So many good memories, if u watch any of our like videos u hear at least one of the jokes. That is why we all needed shyra, she was amazing with mechanical and organising and everything but she kept us on task and was one of the funniest people on this planet. I will miss the grads. This year is going to be uber awesome everything is on task like it unbelievable how much we have picked up....

Cannot wait for party and NO u cant stop me haha no one will stop me except the rents.....
haha games galore anyone??? it will be awesome I am even going trick or treating too until about nine.... it is going to be such a tiring and sick day tues...... Im going to have such a weird day on tuesday though it will be sorta weird wonder what my advisor will say......

I rock at blackjack haha suck at poker and pool...... I need to learn how to play better haha I was never really taught hehe but I wanna learn how to play properly and regular poker like non party nuts poker styles that Im not mentioning....

I dunno what to wear to the mall, what do I do with my hair? will that purse go? lately I have looked so yuky and I havent been matching properly I think I have lost my personal sense of style, I dont flow with the crowds I have my own style and it stands out but lately I have been drifting and it is uber weird for me......

-that diva-
-drama queen-
-techy-
-the hypa hypo kid-
-kayla-

haha to many names to please the friends jeez...... luv ya guys anyways dunno what Id do without u!!! <3<3

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shake that groove thang......

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 06:59:05 -0700

OK people dance it something anyone can get into at ANY age....

It may be harder or take you longer but if you want to dance then a determined mindset will get you there!!!
At the moment Im having a happy mood set, which lately is uncommon but I mean this weekend will hopefully be great at the moment Im pushing all my problems away to the side. Last night the dream of dreams came true for my friend haha I personally didn't think it was going to happen, but I did believe it would happen someday just not now haha! Im so proud of some people lately.

Today I have dance and we are also having a haloween party I gotta get my halloween pajama bottoms and other halloween stuff out. Then Im going to a hockey game, its the leafs(yuck) but Im going with friends and we are right beside the sin box!(the penalty box haha) Then sleepovers, I think 7 hirls are gunna stay over! So then I will get them home and hten go over to my friends house we are going costume/mall shopping until the mall closes then starbucks back to her house for dinner games and who knows what...... Then it is monday, I may have a test but that is ok once I am finished that I will be fine plus at school instead of my uniform I am wearing black and orange and doing a bunch of fundraiser stuff... ok so last but not least trick or treatin, I think I am being a good fairy and my friend is being a gothic fairy then it is off to my friend sophies house for a party I think it starts and 9:30 or 10:00 so we party and I think the limitin time my rents are at is about 2 A.M for me to be asleep.... I think the SAC guys are coming along with other friends and then there are gunna be so many diff people all from my grade nine/ten courses then her sis is inviting all her friends so I think there will be college ppl there..... who knows what is going on- I will be so tired and sick at school on tuesday haha but it will be so worth it!


That is about my long weekend but jeez it will be tiring! I dont want anyone talking about my problems till weds. or else Ill just be uber pissed......

-sitting on top of the world waiting for the wind to pick me up once more
- kayla
-that cute one
-the girl named techy

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alalala- today was wack and WACK IS BACK

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 15:39:47 -0700

Today was the most random day, we did so much stuff ugg.....

I was really tired and we did do some exciting stuff I will admit, but a lot of bad stuff happened today.

1. my friend might be kicked outta the school for academic dishonesty
2. my friends funeral was tooday
3. the medicine I am taking is screwing with my mind
4. some of my exams tests and prjects that came back didnt go so well
5. I need to go to the hospital to get a special shot
6. sucking at dance again

anyways it was a fun day sort of I guess....

well Im off to dance
suprise suprise..

omg I have another show coming up Im soooo excited!!!!

-Kayla
_the hypa hypo kid


p.s WACK IS BACK

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listening to family guy songs.....

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 19:25:44 -0700

today has been an okay day..... I guess, getting all my parties n stuff set up halloween mall dances competitive....

ok before I have to go outside to do training, I want to share some stories with you guys!!!!

Dont argue with children......

There was a teacher telling his children in grade one that whales could not swallow humans. A little girl puts her hand up and goes "well what about jonah and the whale?" the teacher replies "well that is just a story" the teacher went on trying to convince her. She made up her mind, and then said "well I will see jonah when I go to heaven then I will ask him." the teacher looked with shock then said a sly comment "what if jonah goes to hell?" the little girl then said "well then you can ask jonah in hell".


Innocent Children

This is aa true story, and my friends lil cousin loved barny. She was about two at the time and it was really late. She got out of bed and her father was going to the washroom. He was the only one in the house, so he lleft teh door open. She walked into the washrrom and her father turned around and teh little girl shouts "oh my gosh daddy you have a tail like barny!"

haha it was hilarious

Views

One day a little boy was drawing a picture during freetime in grade one, and the teacher was coming around looking to see what they were doing. The little boy said he was drawing god and hte teacher says "well we dont know what we look like." and the kid looked up and happily said "they will in a minute"

I will have soem more later I bet I love lil kids hahaha

OMG I GOT MY EXAMS MARK BACK

lol I guess I did ok
I was totally upset with science which is usually my best subject
anyways

off for now
-kayla
-luv ya guys

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::sigh:: no school for me

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 09:10:19 -0700

I am sick.... I hope it isnt a relapse of this problem I have or else Im screwed I dont want to go back to any hospitals.... I am just so upset/stressed lately and it has been pushing it especially with all this stuff I have been dealing with. I guess I am fine just totally snapping at everyone when I dont mean to whether it is improtant or just completely random and yes elgin has a blog haha....... I wonder if he will join I cant wait to see his vacation blog. Anyways a day away from school should help but I swear if this is a relapse I will be dead before anything else abd can happen.....

-kayla

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funerals..... arent fun

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 11:15:09 -0700

I totally feel shitty.....
Last night I got home and I swear to god I thought I was going to pass out. I was on AIM and I got all these questions...
Were you drinking?
What did you do?
Are you tired?
You droppin the acid?
Hows your sugar?
Are you on a diet?
When was the last time you ate?
... I woke up at about one and my throat was pulsing I think I had an allergic reaction I took my stuff beside my bed in my emerg packet shuffling for an anti-histamine... I took my pufffer to I totally panicked like I didn't know what was going on....

Then I woke up later to see this massive light almost like my laptop light full blast, couldn't see the laptop but I could see this massive light for a second I thought I was being dullusional then I see this figure stand up- my mom was on my laptop probably like looking through my computer stuff.... I dont think I really have anything on there I dont want her to see but still!

SO yeah this will be another week of crap.....

I start dance I am excited but I dont know if I will be able to concentrate. I went to the mall with my friends and my moms clientel card..... It was nice to be with them and throw away all my problems get of the dancers diet and eat and just shop till I litteraly dropped.....

I have tap tonight and I am sooo tired but it is my fav teacher for it she is my strength coach...

haha guess who is a precosious little brat????
(dont speak ill of someone, if necessary draw it in the sand by the waterline...)
:sigh: Im off to do stuff ugg just got yelled at by a fellow-team-mate....

luv yall
??
bye

-Kayla
-the hypo hypa kid
-misses lonely

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i dunno

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 17:26:36 -0700

still totally dazed my mind is elsewhere.....
I got a bunch of crap done but some things totally ruined it...
all happy then turned all sad with one phone call- I was having fun at a friends house and she wanted me to cook I said maybe another day she was like fine then we go to Gino's Pizza and I was like yay pizza and so we went and I am paying and then my phone rings so I take out the cell and well my friend died.... my friend was like wth is wrong with you whats with the face- I felt bad but I was like shut the hell up for a second and then I went back to talking I come home and all I get from the rents "well that is sad but o well" uggggg

-kayla
-the hypa hypo kid

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i dunno

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 21:52:00 -0700

I try to be nice I do all this stuff I am totally fine then bam dillusions.......

anyways I am mad at a bunch of crap the green monster on the inside of me has gotten to me and the rents are mad as ever waiting fro exam marks to come back and just a bunch of other stuff........ ugg this is horrible I haev thrown so many mood swings and had a total breakdown I like fainted in math then I got kicked outta science or the classsroom anyways- I dont deserve this crap
Im sorry but NO this isnt happening to me
I used to love life
but I hate this so much I just cant stand sittin her anymore

-kayla
wishing for someone to cheer me up

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oy....mama mia

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 13:08:18 -0700

no waterloo for SWAT for now..... god I hate this I wish that we could go.... I am doing EVERYTHING possible to get us there!!!!! I am so stressed I have snapped at so many people and I am totally sorry I just taught myself flash and some new karthik kilting movies are coming out- WHOS EXCITED????

I CANNOT wait till this weekend! omg I did ok on my music exam thingy 93%.... I had my math mid semester
yesterday my science today geo today and a bunch more tommorow my god holy stressful!!!!!!so many assingments ugg but yeah really mad atsome people but last night was sorta relaxing and eeeee shocking stories to come haha I love being in a dramatic all-girls school. It is funny sitting back and watching everything that goes on and seeing how absurd everything is!!!!!

-kayla
The Studio School of Dance
Senior Squad
The hypa hypo kid!!!!
go SNL

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hehe blogthings is a great boredom solver....

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 09:14:47 -0700

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... You have great wisdom and opinions.... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You have great skill and knowledge to put towards your passions. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest: You energize yourself and push others to suceed. At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed. In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet. How You're Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you. Your Eternal Question: "What is my next source of inspiration?"

I had fun doing these I was bored..... so much homework my god- the two tests below completely contradict what I think lol but I did them truthfully I swear!

You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish

You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it. You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive. Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself. You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

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yuck

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 20:43:46 -0700

I am so yuck for a lack of wording.........

totally not feeling good in so many different way, not going to say much but I just wanted to stay updated- I was totally happy for like almost a whole week with some bad points and then just then and there I feel like BS...... it only takes a few seconds to change my mood drastically-

-kayla
-wishing and dreaming

btw I MADE COMPETITIVE DANCE! SENIOR SQUAD!

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meh

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 16:01:09 -0700

well apparantly girls cannot do sports because we are "polite fragile young ladies" according to our school head..... I have a petition and some other stuff going around abuot sports! I am excited! otherwise I am ok- hate french but yeah other wise I am totally wack everything outta place all outta order and dramatic.........

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yeah!!!! wow that went by quick

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 11:21:22 -0700

I had the most amazing weekend but it all went down hill after my family came over.......

I would have been so happy- The flight home was so relaxing...... just a time to get away from hte family and hectic nights

I got like 5 hours of sleep this weekend but it was sooo worth it! I am starting a wrestling team and a rugby team all the college buds are pro and going to assist! school is ok I have a bunch of stuff- so many tests midterms projects oral presentations all this stuff going on.....I cant wait to get my dance letters, and then the team acceptance letters I tried out again for a show I have so many marks coming back I cant wait yet it can so ruin my day still pissed but better just I cannot stand home I just want to get away again-

I am so injured but I would rather be injured on the outside hten be hurt on the inside.....

hurtin
so excited for the new teams.....
Kayla the wacko one!!!!

I need more caffeine!!!!!! and maybe some perc pills ..... hehe

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hehe- I am feeling free-

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 20:28:20 -0700

getting myself down..... but yeah I am totally ok my parties kicked but this weekend and I still havent finished just taking a break- I have got really injured doing stuff but I am ok lol ice helps almost everything except mental crap..... I have my lip piercced by a dogs tooth lol

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blah

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 20:44:25 -0700

I had a great time at lunch- but the day didnt end so well.... my knee cap turned over my friend got stitches someone broke a collar bone..... it was nuts playing full contact no rules.....

still falling apart otherwise I cant wait till tommorow massive party no rents no school loads of friends! but otherwise I am way mad just the thought of getting away from this stuff feels so good!

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feeling better-ish maybe?

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 11:42:47 -0700

feeling better-ish maybe? or as my friend put it - "Kayla you are the only one I know who can put a cute happy side to it"
my reply- I may be cute but damn right I aint happy.....

the emo-ness still lurks no matter what but I am feeling better from some of my friends- I am sitting eating lunch with some of my closer friends outside by the creek..... Aurora(a great friend of mine) and me have had some laughing fits that not even a screaming teacher could stop :-/ No one needs to know what we were laughing about though lol. My computer was being stupid-



Adam and Brad sorry for having to go from AIM I was on my cell talking to people and IMing at the same time- luv u guys sorry....... I hope I can go on tonight.... I have loads of homework though. I have decided to no ones descression that I am going out to SAC dance and I am gunna go back out to the invatational club called night life it is hot.... I am excited- I also cannot wait, there is a party with a friend who I barely get to see because she lives really far away and it is a 23 hour drive- I get to miss 3 days of school to go out to the party and then I am having thanksgiving with her. no rents no school all my plate of sit will be lifted of my shoulders.... last night I slept then I woke up showered slept ate slept and then tv talking with the gfs then I like watched some sappy movies then simoutaneously watched grease and had some major talks- the break from cd n crap really helped..... luv u guys great help- I will be on tonight and lol some people have promised stories. I am excited lol I did not realise how much I am addicted to aim haha I miss u guys and if I dont talk 2 ya guys tonight I will phone some of ya.... If im not on my CPU isnt working again or I am out homework or shopping for the SAC dance or Nightlife...

-kayla
-gone with the wind
-wish I could be happy again....

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hell has broke loose..... I am sooooo emo people- and friends and swearing aint hepling no more

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 11:30:05 -0700

It is crap today.... I am still pissed as hell- I would like to thank a couple people for rocking my world as I am so emo it is awesome how many people in first are so like helpful. They may be the people I am mad at; yetthe reason I am mad is because they care...... I am just really frustrated that a lot of the older FIRSTers and even some relativly younger have been helping me make desicions with mistakes that they made. I dont know if I should take the advice- yet if I odnt take the advice I am afraid of mistakes. I came to school and the first thing I did was run up and hug my friend-I wanna cry right now I love having a shoulder to cry on. I am eating my lunch with my friends right now lol the home bitches..... and some hobos- Krass, bad brad, and adam have been helping me out but I still hate being like this- emo is so not for me... I dont do crap like that and I should have never said anything and it is way outta hand I feel so alone from some of the peopel I usuallu talk to...... *gets hug from friend stephanie* awwww she kicks ass- I feel abd for the people who have to listen to me but I was up till 11 talking to some people supposedly people ow me stories lol I was up till four just freaking panicing about all this shit on my plate.... I woke up and just I didnt eat threw up and went to school- i am happy back with people who were gone I hate crying infront of people but honestly I think I am just going to burst out crying I am laughing but it aint deep enough to help- I gotta talk with some people when I get home gotta eat gotta run

leaving pissed off and yeah..... talk to me make me happy
kis4kayla2 on AIM

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I dunno-emoness is hell

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 22:21:07 -0700

I am usually bubbly happy but lately I have been total emo.....
I havent blogged in awhile and I thought I would, I wish I could more often.

The point is that people have way different opinions of what I personally can and should do. I do not know when to draw the line and decisions are not easy for me. I really wish the world could agree to help me make a desicion..... I do not like to be unsure- some people told me some pretty scary stories yet my friends are older than me and they all have done a lot more wild stuff then me. I may be younger but I dont want to be the conservative one. I find it really hard to be told that I am to young and I hate it yet now people have talked to me I can understand points of view. I love being a kid being forgiven about most stuff but honestly at the moment I am mad that I am "to young" to do whatmy friends are doing. I hate it but I know I will make bad decisions. I wanna be out there but I am scared. I hate high school at the moment it isnt the people it is the pressure. I can be really like available sometimes to much and I fall into peoples laps no matter what...

I also blew my dance thing and yeah I am really upset no answer yet.....

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Just got back from cottage...

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 14:59:28 -0700

I just drove back from my cottage we stayed out there for a month. I really enjoyed it, lots of parties just my style. I got to see people who I hadn't seen in a really long time. I went to visit lakehead university, to see my dads picture mounted on the wall for most accomplished graduate. I went fishing once and I caught pike and bass. I tried accupuncture after an incident whilst I was on a futon on the floor someone was standing on a table and jumped on my back. It was a pretty injury I was told without that futon there my back would have broken. I was screaming for three hours after that now I go to accupuncture every so often physio will come soon even though I dont believe pharmaceutricals/doctors. I was confronted that people thought I had a mental thingy I want to go get tested later on. I just went on a shopping splurge, bought 3 pairs of shoes some clothes n' stuff. I am excited about school first of all because I get the newest apple laptop from the school with all the programs and interet secondly because it is my first year in High School!!! Dance will be pretty good this year but I have to gauge myself bvecause I am switching to a much harder studio next year. This studio is known as a hardcore studio a lot of people leave because of the intensity. You can't ever walk in without a kid crying. or doing push-ups in the corner or something. Anyways I am excited! I hope High school is not much harder than middle school!

-Kayla-
-tata-
-kisses-
-luv y'all-
-holla-

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